I haven't blogged..for such a long time. Mostly because of my reluctance to record down this period of my life. yea..still jobless...and hopeless. Most of my friends have found a permanent job and i have been exiling myself from them. I am afraid of all those questioning and i'd just give myself false impressions and hopes all over again. The basic facilitator course at Focus adventure was a blast but from it i know that being a fulltime facilitator ain't easy and i doubt it's the right job for me. So i turned down the job offer...and wasted some more time again.. now i'll have to start again from scratch to get myself a FT job..
Friends around me have been very emotional of late. Its affecting me and my situation have worsen my mentality. Stopped meeting my uni friends for a month now...i dunno if i will lose them as friends if this goes on. This got to be the worst three months of my life. I hope it ends by December...
