Random Thoughts

1) Studying everyday indoors either at tampines library or school library makes all my hard work go down the drain. I am as white as a chicken again. Need to re-tan for my brown skin pffffft.
2) Three more weeks of mind boggling and bursting and i will offcially not be a student anymore. Finally.
3) Came upon this fact while watching Glee, a woman earns $0.70 for every dollar a men earn on the average in the SAME job. I feel so lucky to be a guy - Unparalleled advantage over women, look at how many "oldies" are there in the Star Awards top ten guys as compared to the girls. Girls after 25 is a downward sloping curve moving towards infinity.
4) I realised that there's only a handful of my guy friends who own a blog. I guess i share a common trait with the girls - Sharing is caring.
5) Mum made me a organic ginseng collagen tea again~ I have never seen her making such expensive goodies for herself before. A mother's love is the greatest love of all. I swear to give the same kind of love back to her and my future children :))

五月天!!

Shuying told me about Mayday months ago. She told me how high it would be, how fantastic the atmosphere would be and i was tempted..to watch the concert with her. But due to $$$ constraints at that point of time i did not..:( I was thinking that mayday comes almost every year, so if i miss this chance i will still get to watch them next year..until an opportunity arose. I chanced upon this good offer on the net. Someone was selling the tickets at $50 for a $88 seat! So i immediately bidded for four tickets to go with ken, shuhua and samuel. Good deal. I enjoyed the concert although i do not know almost 60% of the songs. You can't go wrong with a rock concert. Plus there were many beautiful fireworks at the end. I feel i will have enjoyed it much more if i bought the $168 ticket. I used to dislike mayday cos of the lead singer. He have a face which i detest for i-don't-know-what reasons. But after that concert, i think i will start to listen more to their songs. Ah xin's vocals are really good and the guitarists are really really COOL. They make me wanna start my guitar lessons immediately! He also reminded me how old i am already as its been ten years already since they released the song 温柔. Some pictures from my lousy iphone camera..




如果你对我说，你想要一朵花，那么我就给你一朵花。
如果你对我说，你想要一颗星星，那么我就会给你一颗星星。
如果你对我说，你想要一场 雪，那么我就会给你一场雪。
如果你对我说，你想要离开我，那么我会说，我会对你说，我给你自由。
我给你全部全部全部自由。

至理名言

1、有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了。

2、以为蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不见这个世界；以为捂住了耳朵，就可以听不到所有的烦恼；以为脚步停了下来，心就可以不再远行；以为我需要的爱情，只是一个拥抱。

3、那些已经犯过的错误，有一些是因为来不及，有一些是因为刻意躲避，更多的时候是茫然地站到了一边。我们就这样错了一次又一次，却从不晓得从中汲取教训，做一些反省。

4、你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我，我明明知道你不想我，却还爱你，是因为我太傻。也许有时候，逃避不是因为害怕去面对什么，而是在等待什么。

5、天空没有翅膀的痕迹，但鸟儿已经飞过；心里没有被刀子割过，但疼痛却那么清晰。这些胸口里最柔软的地方，被爱人伤害过的伤口，远比那些肢体所受的伤害来得犀利，而且只有时间，才能够治愈。

6、很多人，因为寂寞而错爱了一人，但更多的人，因为错爱一人，而寂寞一生。我们可以彼此相爱，却注定了无法相守。不是我不够爱你，只是我不敢肯定，这爱，是不是最正确的。

7、如果背叛是一种勇气，那么接受背叛则需要一种更大的勇气。前者只需要有足够的勇敢就可以，又或许只是一时冲动，而后者考验的却是宽容的程度，绝非冲动那么简单，需要的唯有时间。

8、生命无法用来证明爱情，就像我们无法证明自己可以不再相信爱情。在这个城市里，诚如劳力士是物质的奢侈品，爱情则是精神上的奢侈品。可是生命脆弱无比，根本没办法承受那么多的奢侈。

9、人最大的困难是认识自己，最容易的也是认识自己。很多时候，我们认不清自己，只因为我们把自己放在了一个错误的位置，给了自己一个错觉。所以，不怕前路坎坷，只怕从一开始就走错了方向。

10、生活在一个城市里，或者爱一个人，又或者做某件事，时间久了，就会觉得厌倦，就会有一种想要逃离的冲动。也许不是厌倦了这个城市、爱的人、坚持的事，只是给不了自己坚持下去的勇气。

11、多少次又多少次，回忆把生活划成一个圈，而我们在原地转了无数次，无法解脱。总是希望回到最初相识的地点，如果能够再一次选择的话，以为可以爱得更单纯。

12、如果你明明知道这个故事的结局，你或者选择说出来，或者装作不知道，万不要欲言又止。有时候留给别人的伤害，选择沉默比选择坦白要痛多了

Silver Lining in a Mundane Place

One more month to the main exams. One more month to liberation some would say. However ironically i have mixed feelings about it. Part of me don't want to graduate, part of me just want to be a student and mug mug mug. Dumb. I'd be studying everyday at nlb from morning till nine. I try to reach at ten am usually but most of the time that is not the case. Why do i like that place? Cos of the big tables they have which gives me lots of leg room to stretch too. I also love the fact that i can eat/drink in the study room and the white lights definitely helps. The best thing is...the scenery. wahahaha! Me, Yi Zhou and Ken have been studying there everyday for quite some time, thus we recognized several familiar faces. Theres yz's angel, ken's macro girl and my great hair girl. hah That's the silver lining i am talking about. A topic to discuss about with jest when we are terribly stressed out. Thank god for these three girls to make us want to go to the library to study. The silver lining. :)

Lost

Lost is the exact word to describe what i am feeling these days..I have no job, no girl even my best buddies think i am a joke. I feel so small and the stress from studying almost everyday ain't helping. sigh. Somehow i felt that i haven moved on in my life, i am still the useless guy my buddies knew eight years ago - still studying, zero hits on my lovelife. Somewhat of a loser. While all of them already have a career. I'm still in my comfort zone, living my own life, procrastinating and refusing to take the leap. somebody save me..i don't know what to do..