Mixed Feelings

Passed my conducting finally..with 51 pax kids. I think i handled it pretty well, i guess i am more or less used to conducting already, but i'll still need to improve my speech (tend to jumble up my english). Hope i can upgrade my payscale soon. Went to butter factory for the first time after work with my CS mates. Saw lots of hos and young kids at the place haha i felt old. I was wondering why there are soooo many girls who wore heels to club? how to dance? Well my main purpose is to dance and relieve some stress. Then the worst thing happened to me. I lost my buddha pendant. Its been with me for the last five years..i dropped it whilst dancing...too high to notice until later on when i got out of the place. I'm super lost without it. My faith, my protector and my good luck charm for five years...Did it got lost trying to avert a disaster for me...?