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Finally conducted my first session yesterday with conducting pay after almost two years in the company. I love the job and always did my best because i love making people happy. Thats why i am really aggrieved and disappointed with my pay scale. Work loyalty..not really important here. Its the kids and the colleagues that's keeping me back. The kids today are from UWC, they are really lovable and full of energy. There's chinese, japanese, english, swiss, australians - people from all over the world. ahhhh i wanna make a caucasian baby too! hahahaha. Incurred the wrath of my mum yesterday when i reached home 10am in the morning. She was so upset that i stayed up to watch the world cup. Its detrimental to my health and she was on the verge of tears...lamenting how hard she try to cure me..sigh. Guess no more night out to watch world cup anymore. She's right - I am sacrificing my health now for money, soon when i am older, i will be using money to try buy back the health i sacrificed. You may say life is short, you want to enjoy it as much as possible. Its ok to think this way IF you are not planning to have a family. I do not want to be a burden to my future children. I do not want to be living off machines in the future. I want to die peacefully by my family. This serves as a reminder for myself and to my dear friends :)