Tired..

Next week will be my last week of working at HCI. Finally i will have my tuesdays, thursdays and fridays free for studying. I am pretty sick of working 5 days per week already.Batam trip is confirmed on 23rd and KL on 9th Jan. Somehow i dun really look forward to both..maybe cause i have been too busy/tired to think about them? CS xmas party, CS gatherings, sim gatherings, troopers gatherings, buddies gatherings... I am always the one trying to keep the group together..organising outings and stuff. Yet, i am always the butt of the jokes. People dun take me seriously. I speak something, they'll dismiss me off completely. After putting in so much effort for the group, at the end of the day what do i get? sighh...juz ranting...don't get all judgemental by this post.. :)