Sunday, October 11, 2009

Quitting Gambling..

i really must quit gambling. Recently my luck is spiraling to the bottom. last 4 mj games i have lost all 4 times and 3 of them, i lost all my chips. What luck. Taking up two jobs..i spent more den i earn. My hard earned money...gone in 1-2 hours. I must put a stop to this. I feel so useless...nearing 25.. and i can still feel the pinch of losing..$50? I should be earning much more right now. It doesn't help that i am a emotional and naggy person. Afraid that i will unintentionally complain too much..showing my temper when i am losing. ahhh gambling is nothing but good. you lose..u feel the pinch. you win..you also feel the pinch (friend's money). Today will be the end of my gambling career. I need the determination and don't let my hard earned money slip through my fingers anymore. :))

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