ICT!

Just finished my one week ICT. Very satisfied with it because i have made several new friends. Hopefully we can maintain our cohesiveness for the next 7 years. Something bad happened during the ICT..Anthony got into a serious freak accident which got his pinky severed... Life's like that...who will know that such an accident will happen when we all just wanna go in for a week and come out safely..sucks..

Haven posted any posts for a month already..was losing the momentum to record down bits and pieces of my life down here. Christmas is coming..birthday is coming.. but i have really little or none festive mood. This got to be the worst December of my life..well...15 more days to go..lets hope for surprises :)

Exile

I haven't blogged..for such a long time. Mostly because of my reluctance to record down this period of my life. yea..still jobless...and hopeless. Most of my friends have found a permanent job and i have been exiling myself from them. I am afraid of all those questioning and i'd just give myself false impressions and hopes all over again. The basic facilitator course at Focus adventure was a blast but from it i know that being a fulltime facilitator ain't easy and i doubt it's the right job for me. So i turned down the job offer...and wasted some more time again.. now i'll have to start again from scratch to get myself a FT job..

Friends around me have been very emotional of late. Its affecting me and my situation have worsen my mentality. Stopped meeting my uni friends for a month now...i dunno if i will lose them as friends if this goes on. This got to be the worst three months of my life. I hope it ends by December...

Finally..

Have been reluctant to document the past few weeks of my life as it didn't went very well for me. Well things are beginning to fall into place for me. Working temporary for a month at Connect Positronics (US MNC). Its a really dull job in an environment where the next youngest person is at least 10 years older than me. I only took it up because i need more pocket money (it pays well) whilst i continue my job hunt.

I am through to round two of interview at Focus Adventure. Will be joining their camp at the end of next month. 3 days at Bintan and 2 at Sentosa! It should be fun, there will be paintball, all terrain vehicle (ATV), water rafting, high element obstacles and some other team building activities in store for me. I don't know if this is the right career for me but i know its the right job. Well i guess i'll let fate decide for me and shall see how it goes during the camp.

I received a letter yesterday from ICA. My IC has been found! It's a miracle considering i have lost my wallet for three weeks already. At least the person who picked up my wallet have the heart to send my IC back to ICA. Well i am glad i didn't curse and swear at him when i lost it. Finally, my streak of bad luck seem to have gone by..(i hope) Glad i managed to pass through all of them..still surviving..Lets hope for better days to come! :)

The Bad Patch

Been going through a real bad patch these days....

1) got rejected by HCI for a really good job, a job i REALLY wanted...

2) received my results and attained a measly second lower grade...

3) got complained TWO weeks in a row by clients for not organising a fun session for them?!

What's next.....

Lost in Transition

Transition from a full time student to a full time working adult ain't going well for me so far. I have been unable to find a suitable job for myself. People always ask me..what kind of job are you looking for? What industry are you looking at? To be honest i do not really have a clue... but i know what i dun like. I hate working in a office environment in the finance field.. I hate working without a purpose.. I hate politics in the office.. sigh.. seems like i am quite picky.. lols.

Had an interview for a dream ( or should i say very very suitable) job last week. Its for the education programme officer post at HCI. I screwed up.. first of all, the weather was really unkind to me. It rained very heavily that morning and the jams didn't help. To top it all, i took a wrong bus and had to u-turn which made me late for my interview. Feedback was that i wasn't confident enough.. sigh. It was the right job for me. Stable pay, good vibes and environment, educating and the chance to influence/share my knowledge to students strongly appealed to me. But its not meant to be.. god please give me a sign..!

Went to watch the youth olympics soccer finals plus 3rd/4th placing today with holy and ken. It was quite a spectacle. Plenty of goals, playacting and fouls in both games. Singapore played really well and i was quite impressed with the level of skill they have. They defeated the Montenegro team four goals to one even tho almost all of them are at least a head shorter than them. It was like watching mens vs boys and the boys won. Great futures ahead for them! Bolivia were deserving gold medalists. They are in a league of their own - a different class above the rest. Some pictures from the game..

恋爱通告

Came to know of this movie while having lunch at cine one day. Didn't thought much of it till i saw the reviews in the papers comparing it to Jay Chou's 不能说的秘密. Lee Hom was the first new gen pop star that i really liked, so i figured i should go watch his movie. Its quite a bad movie actually, lame, cliche and uber cheesy. But some parts are pretty funny and i kinda enjoyed them. So overall it's still watchable, lee hom look great inside and yifei, angelic as usual. I like how they talk about lying on a green grass patch and looking at the stars, i have always loved that simple feeling.

敌人

我敌不过你的眼泪

你敌不过我的赞美

我敌不过你的妩媚

你也敌不过我偶然的慈悲

我敌不过你的放任

你敌不过我的深沉

我敌不过你的沐温

你也敌不过我飘忽的灵魂

我们是真心相爱的恋人

也是互相伤害的敌人

只是彼此不想承认

对口口声声说爱的人

会这样残忍